Dhini Putrianti Gouw

Lama juga yah gw gak nge-blog...
Yah memang sejak gw sakit, gw jadi semakin males untuk nge-blog dan malah sempat terpikirkan untung "mengasingkan" diri sendiri.

Sudah hampir 3 bulan ini gw sakit, sakit apa? pasti bertanya2 kan...hahahaa...
Sakit Sinusitis, apa itu sinusitis yah bisa di cari di mesin pencari Eyang Google dan sejenisnya..:D

Pasti bertanya lagi, apa yang dirasakan dari Sinusitis?? OK akan gw jelaskan, kenapa akhirnya gw bisa di vonis kena Sinusitis.

Kurang lebih 4=5 bulan yg lalu, gw merasa kepala gw suka sakit, dan sering sekali pilek..gw pikir flu biasa aja kali, maka gw pun cuek sama flu gw itu..lalu kok lama2 gw merasa ada sesuatu yang aneh, pilek gak keluar ingus, dan malah mampet... Mampetnya pun menurut gw sudah melebihi batas normal dari sekedar flu biasa.. selain mampet yg gw rasakan,mati rasa indra pengecap dan indra penciuman hanya dapat mencium bau2 nanah, sakit dibagian pipi yang paling gak bisa ditahan...BENER_BENER SAKIT...

Khawatir terjadi apa2 dengan sistem pernafasan gw, gw pun meminta cici sepupu gw untuk mengantar gw periksa ke dokter THT, pertama kali gw dateng itu ke RS Hermina, dan dokter pun langsung menyuruh gw rongten Sinusitis. Besokannya gw balik lagi ke RS Hermina untuk mendengarkan hasil rongtenan gw, dan ternyata positive sinusitis akut di pipi sebelah kanan, dan penebalan sinusitis disebelah kiri..
Dokter memberikan obat selama 10 hari, dan Dokter pertama ini bilang, klo gak ada perubahan mau gak mau harus operasi..

Hasil pemeriksaan Dokter pertama, membuat seluruh keluarga besar gw menjadi Heboh dan rame, karena operasi itu.
Karena banyaknya pendapat, maka gw pun memeriksakan diri gw ke RS. Mayapada, RS. Global Medika dan yg terakhir adalah RS Siloam...

Akhirnya di Dokter Siloam ini, lumayan cocok dan mengalamin perkembangan yg sangat bagus..yg awalnya ada polip, dan pemeriksaan terakhir katanya polip gw sudah bagus.
Dokter pun menyarankan untuk kepada gw untuk minum dan makan yg dingin, apalagi ES.

Sebulan tanpa boleh putus obat dan fisioterapi membuat gw merasa lebih nyaman,walaupun meletihkan harus bolak-balik RS untuk fisioterapi, tapi setelah putus minum obat dan fisioterapi, dikarenakan dokter bilang kontrolnya sebulan sekali saja..kondisi badan gw pun kembali tidak nyaman...
Kepala mulai sakit lagi, dan lebih berkali2 lipat sakitnya sebelum gw di vonis sinusitis, pipi sakit, hidung mampet dan mati rasa dan penciuman berbau nanah pun kembali datang...

Sekarang gw mulai dilema, anatara operasi atau tidak... jujur, dari diri gw pun sampai kapan pun gak akan pernah siap dan berani untuk operasi, tapi disisi lain juga gw tidak tahan menahan sakit yang suka kambuh..

Yah semoga menemukan jalan yg terbaik deh...^^

Hanja:
오늘도 내 기억을 따라헤매다

이 길 끝에서 서성이는 나

다신 볼 수도 없는 니가 나를 붙잡아

나는 또 이 길을 묻는다

널 보고 싶다고

또 안고 싶다고

저 하늘보며 기도하는 날

니가 아니면 안돼

너 없인 난 안돼

나 이렇게 하루 한달을 또 일년을

나 아파도 좋아

내 맘 다쳐도 좋아 난

그래 난 너 하나만 사랑하니까

나 두 번 다시는

보 낼 수 없다고

나 너를 잊고 살순 없다고

니가 아니면 안돼

너 없인 난 안돼

나 이렇게 하루 한달을 또 일년을

나 아파도 좋아

내 맘 다쳐도 좋아 난

그 래 난 너 하나만 사랑하니까

내 멍든 가슴이

널 찾아오라고

소 리쳐 부른다

넌 어딨는거니

나의 목소리 들리지 않니

나 에게는

나 다시 살아도

몇 번을 태어나도

하루도 니가 없이 살 수 없는 나

내가 지켜줄 사람

내가 사랑할 사람 난

그래 난 너 하나면 충분하니까

너 하나만 사랑하니까



Romanji:
Oneuldo nae gieogeul ttarahemaeda

I gil kkeuteseo seoseongineun na

Dasin bol sudo eomneun niga nareul butjaba

Naneun tto i gireul mutneunda

Neol bogo sipdago

Tto ango sipdago

Jeo haneulbomyeo gidohaneun nal

Niga animyeon andwae

Neo eobsin nan andwae

Na ireoke haru handareul tto illyeoneul

Na apado joha

Nae mam dachyeodo joha nan

Geurae nan neo hanaman saranghanikka

Na du beon dasineun

Bonael su eopdago

Na neoreul itgo salsun eopdago

Niga animyeon andwae

Neo eobsin nan andwae

Na ireoke haru handareul tto illyeoneul

Na apado joha

Nae mam dachyeodo joha nan

Geurae nan neo hanaman saranghanikka

Nae meongdeun gaseumi

Neol chajaorago

Sorichyeo bureunda

Neon eodinneungeoni

Naui moksori deulliji annni

Naegeneun

Na dasi sarado

Myeot beoneul taeeonado

Harudo niga eobsi sal su eomneun na

Naega jikyeojul saram

Naega saranghal saram nan

Geurae nan neo hanamyeon chungbunhanikka

Neo hanaman saranghanikka

Translation:
Today, I wonder in my memory

I’m passing around on the end of this way

You’re still holding me tightly, even though I can’t see you any more

I’m losing my way again

I’m praying to the sky I want see you and hold you more

That I want to see you and hold you more

It can’t be if it’s not you

I can’t be without you

It’s okay if I’m hurt for a day and a year like this

It’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

Yes because I’m just in love with you

I cannot send you away one more time

I can’t live without you

It can’t be if it’s not you

I can’t be without you

It’s okay if I’m hurt for a day and a year like this

It’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

Yes because I’m just in love with you

My bruised heart

Is screaming to me to find you

Where are you?

Can’t you hear my voice?

To me…

If I live my life again

If I’m born over and over again

I can’t live without you for a day

You’re the one I will keep

You’re the one I will love

I’m…Yes because I’m happy enough if I could be with you

Super Junior M
내일이면 (Blue Tomorrow) (Korean ver.)

내일이면우리가만나던
naeirimyeon uriga mannadeon
저길모퉁이로난다시는갈수없는거죠
jeo gil motungiro nan dasineun gal su eomneun geojyo
내일이면아침에눈을떠
naeirimyeon achime nuneul tteo
제일먼저그댈다시는떠올려선안되죠
jeil meonjeo geudael dasineun tteoollyeoseon andoejyo
이젠 (그댄행복한가요)
ijen (geudaen haengbokhangayo)
나를 (잊을수있었나요)
nareul (ijeul su isseonnayo)
아직나의입가에맴도는그대의이름
ajik naui ipgae maemdoneun geudaeui ireum

내일이면그댄나를떠나고
naeirimyeon geudaen nareul tteonago
내일이면나의꿈도떠나고
naeirimyeon naui kkumdo tteonago
나는어떻게해야하죠
naneun eotteoke haeya hajyo
그댄어떻게날잊을수있나요
geudaen eotteoke nal ijeul su innayo
시간이지나가도그댈잊지못하면
sigani jinagado geudael itji motamyeon
난얼마나더울어야하죠 (oh~ no)
nan eolmana deo ureoya hajyo (oh~ no)
이젠그댈사랑하는데
ijen geudael saranghaneunde

내방에모든것도
nae bange modeun geotdo
작은핸드폰속사진도그댈기억하나봐
jageun haendeupon sok sajindo geudael gieok hana bwa
버리고 (나의모든걸버리고)
beorigo (naui modeungeol beorigo)
지우고 (너의모든걸지우고)
jiugo (neoui modeungeol jiugo)
하지만그댄마치마법처럼날이끌고가죠
hajiman geudaen machi mabeopcheoreom nal ikkeulgo gajyo

아직도난그댈사랑하는데
ajikdo nan geudael saranghaneunde
내겐오직그대만보이는데
naegen ojik geudaeman boineunde
어떻게잊을수있나요
eotteoke ijeul su innayo
나는아직도그댈사랑하는데
naneun ajikdo geudael saranghaneunde
사랑해도될까요아니면떠날까요
saranghaedo doelkkayo animyeon tteonalkkayo
언제까지라도기다릴테니 (oh~ no)
eonjekkajirado gidaril teni (oh~ no)
다시내게돌아오는날까지
dasi naege doraoneun nalkkaji

어제의나의여자로돌아와줄순없나요
eojeui naui yeojaro dorawa jul sun eomnayo
그댈위해해준게난너무없죠
geudael wihae haejun ge nan neomu eobtjyo
많이힘들게만하고
manhi himdeulgeman hago
이제야사랑을알게됐는데 oh~
ijeya sarangeul alge dwaenneunde oh~

내일이면그댄나를떠나고
naeirimyeon geudaen nareul tteonago
내일이면나의꿈도떠나고
naeirimyeon naui kkumdo tteonago
나는어떻게해야하죠
naneun eotteoke haeya hajyo
그댄어떻게날잊을수있나요
geudaen eotteoke nal ijeul su innayo
시간이지나가도그댈잊지않으면
sigani jinagado geudael itji anheumyeon
다시내게로그대와주겠죠 (oh~ no)
dasi naegero geudae wajugetjyo (oh~ no)

아직도난그댈사랑하는데
ajikdo nan geudael saranghaneunde
내겐오직그대만보이는데
naegen ojik geudaeman boineunde
어떻게잊을수있나요
eotteoke ijeul su innayo
사랑해도될까요아니면떠날까요
saranghaedo doelkkayo animyeon tteonalkkayo
언제까지라도기다릴테니 (oh~ no)
eonjekkajirado gidaril teni (oh~ no)
내게다시돌아와..
naege dasi dorawa..
그댈사랑합니다
geudael saranghamnida

translation

[KH]When it’s tomorrow, we agree not to meet again
Sitting in the shop at the end of the road, I ordered a cup of missing (you)
[ZM]When it’s tomorrow, we can only let love pass by
Before daybreak, two persons’ smiling faces become a yellowed photograph

[RW]Around me ([H]loneliness is spreading)
Vision (is being blurred by tears)
I left “I love you” at the bottom of my heart and put them on the tip of my lips

*Chorus
[HG]When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
[SW]When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
[H]Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
[KH]Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
[H]Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

[HG]Love is still lingering in my room
Before the memory becomes real, in a moment
It felt like you were in front of my eyes

[ZM]Around me ([H]loneliness is spreading)
This vision (is being blurred by tears)
A sentence “I love you”, I left it deep in the bottom of my heart and put it on the tip of my lips

*
[SW]When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
[DH]When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
[H]Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
[RW]Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
[SW]Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

[ZM]Without you, love starts to hibernate
Loneliness will occupy every day
I stand under the streetlight, on the side of the cold street
[RW]That place where we once embraced
[KH]Is the roof under which we once seek shelter from the rain together, oh

*
[HG]When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
[SW]When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
[H]Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
[KH]Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I keep looking forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no

[DH]I still reminisce the past when we were in love
[ZM]I’m still waiting for you to come back to my side
Tears are falling on the side of my cold pillow
[RW]I hit pause on time until you appear again
I cannot stand each of the days without you, oh no

I love you, it will not change
[KH]I’ll be loving you till eternity


chinese


[KH]Dao le ming tian shuo hao bu zai jian mian
Zuo zai jie wei de dian wo yi ge ren dian le bei xiang nian
[ZM]Dao le ming tian zhi neng rang ai ca jian
Liang ge ren de xiao lian tian lian qian bian cheng fan huang de zhao pian

[RW]Shen bian ([H]ji mo zai man yan)
Shi xian (bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian)
Ba “wo ai ni” liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian

*
[HG]Dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
[SW]Dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
Xiang yi chang dian ying de wan jie pian
[H]Wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
[KH]Sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hui de zuo tian
Ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
[H]Er ni shen ying yue lai yue yuan

[HG]Ai hai liu zai wo fang jian
Hui yi hai hen xin xian yi shun jian
Gan jue ni jiu zai yan qian

[ZM]Shen bian ([H]ji mo zai man yan)
Zhe shi xian (bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian)
Yi ju “wo ai ni” shen shen liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian

*
[SW]Dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
[DH]Dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
Xiang yi chang dian ying de wan jie pian
[H]Wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
[RW]Sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
Ke wo yi zhi qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
[SW]Er ni li qu shen ying que yue lai yue yuan

[ZM]Mei you ni ai kai shi dong mian
Gu dan hui zhan ju mei yi tian
Wo zhan zai lu deng xia mian leng qing de jie bian
[RW]Na ge ceng xiang yong de di dian
[KH]Shi wo men yi qi duo guo yu de wu yan, oh

*
[HG]Dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
[SW]Dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
Xiang yi chang dian ying de wan jie pian
[H]Wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
[KH]Sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
Ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no

[DH]Wo yi ran hai huai nian xiang ai de cong qian
[ZM]Wo yi ran hai deng ni hui dao wo shen bian
Lei liu zai wo bing leng de zhen bian
[RW]An xia zan ting de shi jian zhi dao ni zai ci chu xian
Wu fa cheng shou mei you ni de mei yi tian, oh no

Wo ai ni bu hui gai bian
[KH]Wo ai zhe ni dao yong yuan

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